I've never been happy to be alive. They say, "No regrets for my youth!" On the contrary, I have had all regrets for my life.
My only wish is to be born again in good health. I've never been happy that I am alive.
Only recently, I said to my mother, "I'd rather be reincarnated as a dog as long as I am blessed with good health." She said, "What if you were kept by a mean master? You would live a miserable life." I wouldn't care. Be a homeless person or a dog, all I want is to be born again in good health. I've never been happy to be alive.