My daughter died a terrible death. I was parent who had been so slow to understand to be able to find out my child among burnt bodies (I was not capable of suspecting). I don't know how to apologize to my daughter. I think that I have to bring up other children carefully at least.
I was slow-witted parent who had not notice my child's death. If I had had only one daughter then I would think that I gave up my house, became pilgrim and went to look for my daughter. But I had to bring up other children.