The morning of September 4th came. I was combing my hair in front of a mirror as usual. When I grabbed the hair on my head, all the hair I grabbed came off. I grabbed it again with my other hand and more came off.
I thought, "My last day has just come." A doctor with a white beard examined me and said, "I'll do my best, but be prepared for the worst thing."
Then I thought, "If there was only a week or ten days left for me, what should I do?" My daughter called and I told her "You must live your life fully." I had nothing to say except for that.
My feelings were so agitated. "A famous old priest accepted the death as it was. How wonderful that people are! Do I die as it is? In that case, anything doesn't remain my life."