Five of six our children had died. Two of them had gone missing. I couldn't look after the affairs of the other two of them, when they died under my eyes. Our seven-year-old daughter was survived, who had been injured and become ill. I don't remember very well, whether it was the end of August or the beginning of September, when she died in the first-aid station.
Since I couldn't get a coffin for her body, I laid it in a drawer in our broken house. I began to cremate it in a corner of the schoolyard, where the first-aid station was placed. But because of lack of wood to burn and raining, the body was not burnt thoroughly. I wondered what to do.
Next morning I walked to the place, dragging my injured leg. There I found the body was half burnt and a boy in the neighborhood played with it, poking with a stick.
Whenever I remember it, I'm bursting with sorrow. I'm quite at a loss where to go to see our children. Although I try to forget, I can never. I can't give up our missing children, because I've never found their bodies.
Recently I heard the news that a survived Japanese soldier came back from a southern island. I'm afraid our missing children have been lost somewhere like this soldier.