Since then I started to go out to the garden of the first-aid station and took a walk. I felt relief that there were no air raid any more. I thought if I didn't acquire the habit of walking and breathing the outside air, I would never become cheerful.
I walked while opening my smashed and hanging eyelid with my fingers.
One day I didn't feel dizzy and felt fine. I looked into a well in the garden Then I saw my face clearly on the surface of the water in the well. I looked at my figure clearly like I was becoming a ghost.
Then I regained my confidence. "I will not die." I was really delighted.