The pain was so terrible that I asked to make me die.
I could not move at all. If phlegm was caught in my throat, I could not spit it out. Two times I choked over phlegm. Almost I have been to the "next world." Doctors and nurses of the hospital and even members of my family never expected that I would be able to survive. I myself often shouted to make me die ---.
Only a person who actually suffered true pains knows the true pain, I think. I got hurt everywhere in my body. My back was all burned except the waist under the belt. The breast side had all bedsores as I kept the face downward to lie.