Anesthesia was unavailable. I cried, "O ouch! Stop! Stop!" The army surgeon says, "If I stop, you shall die." I say, "Even if I must die, please stop it!" I had such a bitter experience.
Gauze was lacking in those days. My father washed the gauze once used, boiled it in an earthen pot, dipped it into cooking oil as a substitute of medicine, and finally squeezed it into my wound with a chopstick.
Next morning, he pulled out the gauze. Festered flesh had been attached to the gauze. The morning is the bitterest memory to me, through which I feel my flesh ripped off. Still now I tremble with this terrible memory.