The wound festered more and more. The blood pus was gushed out not only from the skin but also from the inside of the body. I could not move the head, could not move the hands, and the legs were burned. Lying on my back and laying the hands on my breast, I could not turn over nor move the face. I must keep lying down while bending legs at the knees.
My father and sister used to change a bandage for me three or four times a day. They must endure a very bad smell, and I must endure the pain of peeling the bandage.
This pain lasted for a long time so that I could not sleep at night. When changing the bandage, father encouraged me, "You are a man! You must bear!"
At the shore of the river, dead bodies were burned every day. Smoke was rising from there. I imagined myself to be burned in near future. However, the pain of the wound was severer than its fear.