On 16th, our four months old baby died in the air-raid shelter. My husband picked up a fruit box and we put our baby's body in it. We recited a sutra together for him so that he can sleep peacefully.
After that my husband tried to get out of the shelter with the box, saying, "Now I'm going to burn him." Our baby had died just a few hours before. I heard myself saying, "Wait! Please hold on for a second!!" I stood up to keep my husband from leaving. Though I had been wounded then, I noticed that I could walk by myself. I just presumed that I couldn't walk.
After a while my husband came back to me. He had still hot burns of our baby on his hands. He said, "I burnt him." I asked him back, "You did? Our baby turned into these small bones?"